little monsters


omg this is the cutest video ever! this baby is so adorable and reminds me of  my little monsters who I got the chance to see grow from babies to kiddies. I miss them so dearly and are one(well two) reason why I miss the bay.

 As much as i dont miss all the crying and the tantrums, i miss their cute little smiles and their big personalities.  Besides  the bed that i would pass out on after a long day of work and having 8 hrs of class and lab, coming home to emily and jon were the highlights of my day. To see how excited they were to play with me and find out who emily played with on the playground; I would not trade for the world. It's been a year  since i moved away and it still feels weird not seeing them and my aunt and uncle who i lived with during my stay in the bay,  such amazing people!  i feel so thankful to them for having  me be apart of this juncture in their lives. I hope i can see them all soon and hear who's emilys new best friend and her adventures in the playground and jons' new favorite toy!

til next time luv-rs,


Sneak Peak & vegas

This past week and especially this weekend has been crazy and hectic but wonderful.  I wanted to give you guys a little sneak peak to my sisters grad party. Im still compiling the pictures so all will be up soon =]

Also this weekend I went to vegas and it was nice to just get away. We stayed at the Vdara hotel & spa, which was quite magnificent except for 2 things. 1. we waited for almost 3 hrs for our room to be ready. The nice front desk lady did give us a comp of $50 for it not being ready when I had checked in, but after the 2nd hr, i just wanted to get in my room and relax. Maybe they're under staffed or had some delays, but it was way to long to wait for the room.  2. the pull out bed was not comfy. the support bar kept poking me in the back haha Other then that the king bed was super comfy, and the room was spacious and quite beautiful! and we had 2 bathrooms! yes TWO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that def helped out when people handled their business lol  i wish i took pictures of the room we stayed at but i'll get them from someone, somehow. haha

Til next time. bye luv-rs =]



vintagely modern

Sorry  I have been M.I.A, I have been pre-occupied with work and trying to get my sister graduation party.  So here is a sneak peak of what R.S.V.P. LA (Tiffany Kuo & me)  has been up to plannin this party =]

dont mind the christmas tablecloth =]

More pictures to come soon!


You are Invited...

I really wish I knew some print studios around in LA, but the ladies who helped me at kinkos and staples we're very patient and sweet!

After a long & arduous hr trying to get the prints right, I'm almost done assembling my sisters invitations and RSVP.  I'm surprisingly happy with it. There are details I would def fixed or changed but im satisfied with the overall look and feel. The sheer ribbon was just to test and see how it would look all together, so just imagine it as white =]

now off to design my sisters graduation party! pictures to come soon =]


Melissa's wish

Finally after postponing it, procrastinating my ass off from designing this and with it only a month away, I finished my sisters graduation picnic celebration invitations. She wanted a mixture of vintage-esque/modern with a basket theme..... I had no clue how to incorporate the two but hope you like =]

the cover will open from the center and where the ribbon ends, I'll tie a bow to keep it closed.

After you open from the center this is what the interior of what the invitation will look like. I choose red so that it would tie in better with the basket theme(red blanket in the baskets). I;m not to fond of this one so I may play around with the interior of the card

She better like it!  cause she has no choice! jkjk


I originally started this blog to hold some accountability for myself and I was totally jazzersized about writing,  creating new work, and just putting myself out there.  I HAD TO FIND A PATH to this career I had planned for myself for 2 years. I needed something. A back route, alley way, a shaky bridge above man eating crocodile of a creative industry,but no. I ran (feet to the ground,  hands in the air) like a nun in a sex shop. The illusion of a prosperous future was melting into the reality I have been living the past few months.

I had become so afraid of the future and scared that it would not be as optimistic as I had hoped; the fear ran deep and began to infected the marrow of my very existence.  I was not giving myself the opportunities to succeed, and created my own destructive self-fulfilling prophecy. I had to find a way out of this destructive cycle I was putting myself through, and I began to think that maybe this is not where my life is suppose to go, that maybe I am meant for something greater, something that can yield me greater success. Maybe its some form of running away, but this became my turning point and I could not hid anymore. I felt like I was in control of my future for the 1st time in a long time, ready to take it by the balls and squeeze every ounce of my success out of it I can. I have a firm grasp  and I'm not ready to let go!




how can you not swoon for Gabe Bondoc????? 
I have many many weaknesses, but he is my biggest.  I would kidnap him and have him serenade me under the moonlight, at the beach, feeding me chocolate covered anything, oh hell he should be covered in chocolate. Then we can lay under the stars, bundled up and talk, he can sing some more to me as the waves crash into the water.......

I know, i know you;re guna say,"but B, he's straight! he has a gorgeous girlfriend who is just as talented as he is."
i dont care!!!!! a boy can dream cant he? haha he will be my future husband =p

great vocalist, awesome lyricist. listen to gabe bondoc!